Enough is never enough. Everyone is tired of being tired.
Heh princess lullabies never fails to make me ponder on what is happening around me. I find it funny how people have different priorities. Why do we have different priorities? Some have priorities over the littlest things that truly means nothing to an another individual. At times, some people don’t actually realize that they prioritize something so much that it is actually a part of their lives. Well, what’s definite is that not everyone will like what I choose to prioritize. Each time I meet new people, I would always try to look deep in their hearts and figure our their backstory. What have they been through? What made them the person they are today? It would be inspiring to actually listen to what everyone has gone through. It might be tiring but it will always leave a mark on me. The reason why I love doing this is because I need clarification and justification on the things that people actually do. People dont just like or dislike things for no reason, everything comes with experience, a backstory. Why are they so weird? Why are they so quiet? Why are so loud and confident? Why is this so important? I would love for myself to stop being judgmental on how other people are behaving. No matter how much I assume and want people to perceive that I am not judgmental, deep down I am. The term first impressions are actually judgments.
Recently, Ive been getting closer to my fellow classmates which I never actually tried to care about in the last semester. Alhamdulillah Allah has given me the chance to get to know them better. It is never a regret to hear what they have gone through. Believe it or not, tears are shed. I know I am emotional, I get so tangled up on what a person has gone through by looking at them from afar, constantly laughing and trying so hard to make other people perceive that they are happy and cheerful. That fact makes me cry to myself. Yes, it is not even my problem but a little bit of empathy wouldn’t hurt, would it?
I admit, life would be wasteful if I never actually get to know more people. I used to hate socializing with other people because I used to think that I did not have the things that  they have. But no, people have gone through far worst. It makes me realize that I do have everything. I have all the love I need, there is no need to be sad. The reason why I feel like everything is never enough is due to the fact that I am never grateful with the things I have and I constantly take them for granted which will then affect my own self. Which means that I am wasting all my sadness and tears for the things that are…stupid. Yes, stupid. Life IS too short to be sad, why be sad?
So um, test 1 just ended. Pray for me and fellow course mates, may we achieve the best. Now, let's strive for test 2! InsyaAllah.

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