the brain

hi everyone

Bismillah.
So recently, I went to consult a cognitive psychologist just because my mum claims that I need one and yeah, maybe I do need one just to know how my brain is doing. I am not going to lie, it costs a lot, but it is worth it as I am now able to take control of my brain, i think. It is interesting how the brain works, our brains are capable of so many things. Even the things that we think are impossible. MasyaAllah this organ is magnificent. Therefore, I discovered a new interest. I would consider taking cognitive psychology. I just want to know how people interpret new things, people's study pattern, the capability of the brain and more. Basically, I just want to know how the brain works. I love the brain Ya Allah, like so much. It is not an organ as long as the intestine or as big and abundant as the skin heck, we cant even see it but it is something so significant that it controls our body. Yes, we've seen pictures on how it looks like, but dont you ever wonder how your own brain actually looks like? (Its probably going to be the same in pictures but heh)

But still, veterinary will always be my first choice. I love animals so much and I want to learn their anatomy so that when I see animals falling sick etc, I can actually do something about it instead of saying, "kesiannya baby" and leave for the fact that I can never do anything about it.
Actually the main purpose of this blog post is to share the results of my brain measurement. Well..I thought that it was great but results show that I am stressed and depressed and that result literally got me thinking, am I? because I frankly dont feel stressed or depressed. Probably I am just tired but my body doesnt seem to show it. The trainer was a bit terrified with my result as it was beyond the normal rate so he taught me and my brother some brain relaxation exercises and also, exercises on how to maintain both the right and the left brain as he recommends us to be a "midbrainer" instead of a "right brainer" or a "left brainer". (note that those are not actually real terms)
We also had the opportunity to play some interesting games that can help increase our brain attention. It was interesting Ya Allah. Even after all that, my results still show that I am depressed and stressed. In case if youre wondering about my brother's result, hes just fine. Heck, he's doing more than fine. The trainer also said that my brain is still thinking when I sleep and it is never relaxed. Well, I dont really have anything to say about that though. Yes, my trainer was so worried that he called up my parents to come over. OKAY, this is getting serious. 

 

Since then, every morning, my parents would ask, "are you okay?", "you dont have to clean the house today, we'll do it", "are you tired?" which will limit the things that I usually do. I mean, I am not saying i enjoy doing house chores but it is something that I am used to. Somehow, I do appreciate my parents concern though, they were concerned before, but lately, they've been stopping me from doing the things that might tire me which in some cases, I do enjoy. Okay, so I'll be studying for the rest of my life lah kot agaknya aha. Ok maybe not like that.
I also discovered that heh if my parents were not being able to see me as "depressed", then I must be so great at covering it up aha. I fervently hope that my mum reads this and just to clarify things,

I am not stressed or depressed. Maybe, I think too much. 
But truly, I am happy.